i really need to blow off some steam, i’m so upset
I’m fucking done, I feel like giving up and everything.
I’m fucking done, I feel like giving up and everything.
for the first time since middle school…MIDDLE SCHOOL, I developed a crush on someone that coincidently liked me back. I don’t even think I ever started liking a guy this much….since middle school. However, we can’t fucking date 1. we met through a mutual friend, and he doesn’t want us dating because he claims he’ll “lose the both of us” <——fucking bullshit, he have no control over whatever happens. 2. we’re both going away to college in the fall, and it’s not like i’ll find someone anyway…
I really hate this because I never felt this strong of a connection before. I’m so mad at myself for already assuming shit and what not. I also wanna punch my friend in the face for “feeling strongly” about us not dating. I cannot believe it, I let myself get hurt AGAIN
I’m now in the shittiest mood ever, and I will be forever alone
I cannot even describe how sad I am that this is going to go nowhere, I actually believed in something.
wow, you’re one of the only people I can continue a steady, continuous conversation with….
i’m in like…
i hate it when this happens
(via mcflyin)
whenever someone calls me cute a little chunk of my heart falls off and soars into the heavens
(via partypeen)
(via let-the-dream-descend)
(via let-the-dream-descend)
I try to force myself not to like anyone, but that fucking failed….
and it’s one of my best friend’s best friend…..
WHAT THE HELL
and this is just so cray
dammit, i don’t want to start liking a guy 3 months before i leave for college…
this has to end, hopefully friday will spark the end to this….HOPEFULLY